Meet up twice a week.
This is really getting meaningless if it leads to nowhere. Or no solution to it.
What's makes a meaningful conversation?
What makes a relationship meaningful?
When there is a common goal? When there is a target? When there are common activities that both enjoys?
Or doing meaningful activities together?
Feel like I'm talking to a wall because there is no reply. Or air because he doesn't even read it. Not even an echo.
Maybe we are not meant for one another. If you think you might make a wrong decision now then might as well don't make it.
I don't wish to be part of anyone's wrong decision. I don't intend to make any wrong decision. So it can only be a right decision with the right person.
More than one person's life is at stake. I'm going to be responsible and shall speak out.
I want to be with a person I truely love forever even in heaven. Upsets me that you cannot. Upsets me that we can't discuss certain topics. Upsets me that you cannot understand so we avoid it altogether.
I tried to accept you as you are but I cannot. There is bound to be unhappiness if this continues. I can't stand it when you are not even trying.
Maybe in not worth it. Or it's probably not your time yet. Rest assure someday you will. There is no better truth out there that give you hope. Love, hope and truth will prevail because it can't help but outlast all other worldly things and ideas.
No one can prove it wrong.... Because it is the truth.
Jesus and God loves you dearly and cannot be happier if you go closer and get to know them better. Why are you so afraid and heart so full or rejection? What are you afraid of? Life won't go wrong thereafter. Or is the light just too bright and makes your eyes so painful?
Take a chance. Give them a chance.
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